23rd
Love is opening of the heart…
I think I may be driving God a little crazy right now. I am currently seeing Bachelor #8 also known as “the guy”. I really like him and hoping he feels the same about me. This whole process of dating brings out every insecurity inside of me which I am trying to work through. I always ask God for a sign if he is worth the anxiety I seem to put myself through when I think about him and the possibility of us. God has shown a sense of humor and some guideance. After an enjoyable date, I went to mass the following weekend and asked for a sign about him. The second reading started with “love is patient”. I knew at that point, I may need to be patient with “the guy”. He has given me a few more signs along the way.
Tonight I was thinking about “the guy”. Trying to contain my insecurities but smiling when I think of him I went to my Facebook page. This was my message from God today (yes, I subscribe to the daily message from God):
“Love is the opening of the heart, the welcoming of your beloved. Loving is not secure, authentic loving is risky. Security lies behind the walls of a closed heart. You either invite the union by opening in love, or you secure the isolation by closing down.”Thank you God, this is not only beautiful but true. I am going to take this as a sign to keep my heart open and be patient. The old saying is “good things come to those who wait.” I am hoping this is a good thing.